Saturday, November 29, 2008
Nice to meet U . . . ; 7:03 AM
Where should i start from?
hmm maybe from here. . . Today was quite a eventful day cause i learn and taught something to allow others to learn and for mi as well :D
Thank YOU LORD
It was interesting tat i didnt really update on my health prob for a long time but guess what it shrink in size... tough i still have to get going for it i'm still happy it shrink fro 22 to 19 to 15mm its not a big diff but it makes alot of diff if u taste blood whn u are sleeping and having pain whn u are resting... its not a good experience
Some how i still have to say THANK YOU LORD FOR BEING A HEALER AND HELPING ME WITH MY HEALTH THROUGH HEALING :D
secondly i was qite pleasing tat i was interacting with my frenz cause seldom i do interaction so much but its quite a happy day for mi cause i was able to enjoy and spend my day wisely :D
CHEE MAN U STILL HAVE BEER BELLY ;P hehehe hahas
Learnt somethings from Pastor Tan too :D LOVE, FAITHFULNESS, GENEROSITY, VISION and importantly LOST FOR LOVE FROM THE PAST CAN BE A BLESSING TO KNOW THE PERSON I M BELIEVING IN NOW - GOD -
its like what everyone should have in their life too :D haha btw all this reminds mi of the photos of the CLOUDS in the sky GOD wants mi to see
Just view it slowly cause its by god's creations for my display :D
Guess what Peoplez MY HP SPOIL SO CANT MAKE CALLS is it possible that i sms u guys whn u guys call mi? i'll get my new phone soon so have patience in waiting for mi to call u :D
Labels: spending my quiet time to reflect once more
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
for the day i m feeling ; 7:09 AM
*rolling eyes* *thoughts flying* *wild feelings*
is it how u feel whn u are thinking?
is it how u feel whn u are thinking hard with ur mind ?
or is it how u feel whn u are having tough thoughts with ur heart doing the thinking?
It seems to be normal for mi though, i m always thinking and imagining.. LOLS its just how i m i guess :P
Out of so many ppl i may be the noobest but i m still the one who listen to others the most...; D tats mi but i'm glad to have ppl guiding mi along the path i'm walking.
Frenz of such who was there for mi in my weak times,
Family who are there throughout my life,
Mentors who taught mi knowledge for a knowledgable person i m :D
most of all GOD who is always there by the side mi guiding mi, supporting mi listening to mi and also helping mi
I too wont forget the times i had in the past as well cause without it i wont know so much things is outside of my WORLD ;D
Being call a dum (not dumb), a Tortoise, a dog and many many more which is being called before but now i'm just purely mi myself...
i know things wont be like the same old time but now its new its evolution and its MY CONTROL OF MY LIFE :D
I know meeting ppl de feelings is how le and knowing and making friends de feelings are Just full of excitement. I know being able to learn so much in such short period of time is not what a 15-18 yr old boy should do but i'm MYSELF :D tats mi i love to reflect, Adapt, improve and also EVOLVE :D its how it make mi to be a better man and also be who i want to be :D
WEIZE IS ALWAYS THE SAME BUT WHN U COME IN TO MY LIFE BE PREPARED TO FACE THE CHALLENGES I HAVE :D hehe my line for today :D i will be learning throughout my journey everyday so Teach mi something will ya?
*baby, someone will always be missing u and also be there for u but once things go havoc pls dont go wild cause i will be there to support u and guild u through like how i was guided by u b4 :D* -- tis line is just something i just want to say to the person i m always thinking on my mind :D hope u know
*Dont be lonely, dont be sad, dont be notti neither u can be bad cause i will help u through, support u through, walk u from the path u said u dont wan to be alone. I'll always be with u* another line tat i have yet to say to anyone but if the person who i m thinking of know pls tagg mi cause i'll be waiting :D
Wordings today is special cause FEELINGS IS ALSO SPECIAL :DLabels: - i still have a path to create -
Monday, November 24, 2008
What should i be doing..... ; 5:37 AM
Supz!! Its days ever since i come update here le :)
Dont mind mi cause i'm currently working le... :D Starhub service line now :P hehe dont be envy cause Its a TOUGH JOB.... answer calls, get complaints, get to experience and most of all GET $$$ kekekex
i dont really mind having to be paid low but with this experience i have in this job i better do a good job and improve on my Lines....STARHUB CUSTOMERS PLS DONT COMPLAINT WHN I'M ON THE LINE CAUSE I'M NOT PREPARED 4 UR CALLS T.T
Soon i'm going to be shifting le so anyone wants be apart of my HOME SHIFTING??? ;P
Now i realise how life is on the outside world so BETTER BE ADAPTABLE to the ENVIRONMENT :)
lets just say some ideas hit mi on the HEAD
Life is hard
dont play play
time will Fly
so do youth
Treasure the ppl
who u love
So dont be Wasteful with the time you've got
-Wei Ze-
Love is indeed everwhere, but Will u find it is up to u :D
I WILL STRIVE HARD FOR U :D
Labels: Learning thru the journey just aiming for u
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Tired, Sleepy, Down, .....FCUK UP LA!!! ; 8:23 AM
How can i tell who is right and who is Wrong?i dont really intend to be the one always being pushed ard or called to do this or tat lei FCUKERS!!!!!!!
I'm already so tired and working my best to my fll potential already yet still push mi...Sky is MY LIMIT NOT URS!!!
i'm having trouble slping, troubles in thinking of my actions, Troubles in RESTING!!! N OFCOURSE TIRED OF BEING ALWAYS THINKING OF EVERYTHING!!!!
i seldom scold with words tat u ppl know cause i m those person who give in to others so b4 i make and do anything to insult u guys make sure u dont get in my way!!! i'm ANGRY at the FCUKING MOMENT!
i missed quite alot of things i can enjoy, miss quite a lot of things i was supposed to do.....WHAt can help mi change my ways?? can anyone help?
i'm sincerely seeking guidiance from ppl ard if u are a nice and friendly person who love helping ppl come help mi... i'm in trouble now... lots of things i cant handle ......
Weize now is MENTALLY M.I.A so can some KIND n Helpful soul help mi out???
OH MY TIAN AH~!!
Labels: Mood-less but FCUK UP feeling
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Exceptions ; 4:43 AM
Today was such tiring day... i dont really know what to post cause too tired fr the day le....But @ least i know i m Alive ...Shyt those pain ....Dont wan to see or listen to others de words le Just wan to be with GOd and PPl i m with now.... WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAA!!!!!
bUt today's my Bro's Jian zong's BDAY so i got to be HAPPY FOR HIM!!!
BRO UR MARTEL WILL BE ARRIVING ABT 2 WEEKS TIME WAIT AND HANG ON FOR IT I WILL GIVE U SUPRISE TOO :D
HAPPY Bday Bro!!!
Okie le i m too tired to carry on so NITZ ppl :)
[Pearlyn, pls rest more and take care of urself cause u are easily falling sick,
Wei Yang, carry on the happy smile on ur face,
DALE DALE, DONT SLACK AT HOME, BE LIKE CHIP CAUSE HE IS ALWAYS ACTIVE :) ]
To family and u... Be happy and Healthy :D
Labels: DAY 3, i'm feeling more and more tired....
Monday, November 17, 2008
eh.. today de work wasnt a piece of cake... ; 7:09 AM
Work Work Work...today wasnt like how i expect it to be cause usually first day of work de DEFINITION for mi is always SLack SLack SLack But i early DOZE OFF!!!!
Its my first day @ work and met few people, Julian, chad, Jenny, Ipo and also Jayzhon.
though not all are singaporeans but they are all friendly ppl :D i dont really know much abt them yet but what i know is 6 OF US ARE SEPERATED INTO 2grps. Junior one side seniors one side... yet we bonded together cause Our COACHES WERE Training us :D Weee
though i was in neatly dreassed i STILL GOT SPLASHED BY WATER WHN A CAR DROVE AT HIGH SPEED!!!! DAM THE CAR!!! HATE U!!! MAKE MY PANTS WET AND SUFFER COLD LEGS IN THE ENCLOSED AIRCON ROOM!!!! If i see u again i sure SCRATCH IT DE and put my name there for a WARNING!!! :D
kekekx kidding bah but i did learnt lost of things there :D WELL TAKEN CARE OF AS WELL :D
i've got something i would like to le ppl know, whn ur parents are working hard and striving hard to earn $$ for u ppl please dont think its as easy as ABC cause Nth is easy. Even living with my inherited home i'm still told to get my ass to work. Grrrr dont think its simple cause ITS HARD!!! As a Son of GOD and My parents I'm going to try my Best and work things out to allow them to lead and have wonderful life cause I M THEIR CHILD, THEIR SON, THEIR SHINNING STAR :D
today have lots of feeligns bt shall not be revealed here :D
Its late and i've still got other things to post :D so slp tight and sweet dreams Miss Tiger and The Sky i've always been seeking for :D nitx
Labels: ReNewing the Path tat is shown...
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Lots Of items, Lots of $$, Lots of feelings ; 5:01 AM
hehex i'm kinda GLAD and happy tat i've bought LOTs of things today!!!
WOOts dont really think i will spend anymore $$ on clothes anymore le :D CAUSE GOT SO MANY LE AND ALSO MY SHOE AND SUNGLASSES ARE SETTLED!! ;D
okie why not i just let the photos do the talking :D
Labels: :D happy things are meant to come whn u are In The Sky
Saturday, November 15, 2008
First ROUND...WON!!! ; 7:35 AM
WOOTS MY FIRST ROUND OF COMPETITION MY TEAM WON!!!! WOOOTS
the time was like abt afternoon whn i was abt to fall asleep while waiting for our turn to get on court. DUE to some technical problem tat they nvr announce our team CLEARLY we missed our chance to play normally but somehow we WON By 2 points :D ITS ALL STAMFFORD, JK AND YIQUAN'S guiding tat i can score the final point. It wa like as though i had the whole crowd waching mi score tat ball @ first was 6 - 6 cause the opponent was tough. 1 BIG size 1 Bang-er 1 Shooter. I'm like OMg lor my team gt shooter and Cutter but i oor in defending lor seriously i m WEAK! but Stamfford said it was all my BOxing of ppl to allow him to score the 2 points. Glad i manage to listen to what JK taught mi, Box ppl out 4 shooter :D. Ok abt tat and i then score a 2 point with a CHOP WOOTS tats train lai de worzx by yi quan.
WINNING was not everything cause its only our first.
somehow i know Our step was only the start of everything, HAve to train more within a WEEK!!!
TIAN AH, LORD, will u guide mi through my days? i'm having troubles too i'm not really able to do anything without u will u help mi with my timing, my training, my ARISE AND BUILD collection and also my COmpetition? i need ur help in guiding mi LORD pls allow the holy spirits to be there for mi and show mi the way.
Somehow after the comp, we went eating and "celebrating" cause the 2 WINNING TEAM, Matthew and Yiquan's team WON the first round :D glad we make it :D thx LORD.
then after tat was in Church in eXpo. LOLS i didnt know i was so daring in talking to a Usher who is pretty yet old bah. :P opps but somehow AVIAN DARED MI kakakax Bro u still havnt go talk to any girls lei :P hahahx. then listened to the things pastor kong said 4 the ASIA CONFERENCE. its seriously going to be a BERI BERI BERI(is more then very so is BERI) week 4 mi le i'm working and have training and have to go 4 the peaching in Expo But well, I know god is there so things will be better gradually:D
While things end we went home... on the way home by MRT keep tio SUAN by AVIAN MATTHEW N YIQUAN!!! OMG SO DISGUSTING LA those jokes and actions...i wont wish to say it, too ER XIN LE!!!!
Once after i change MRt at JE OMg got ppl de Halls havnt finish still ahve 2 left was on a chair which i was sitting beside it de I picked it up and STILL THE AUNTY NVR SAY THANKYOU AND SIT ON THE PLACE!!! How "pleasant" of her. then whn i pick it up and put on the floor, a kid sitting oppsite mi was telling her mum abt the sweet...HE THOUGHT IT WAS I WHO THROW DE!!! How "cute" of him but its alright, i know i'm doing something for the grace of GOD :D. Somehow i just took the sweet with mi till LRT then i see got old man wan give my sit HE REJECTED!!! its alright, i change my target then. Then 1 ah pek who was looking for a sit i wanted to give him he saw mi and i was pointing in a action whether he wans my sit he REJECTED AGAIN?!?!?!? OMG what a pleasant MAN!!! FINE i sit and close my eyes!
till i reach my stop i alight. Nvr to expect to see MISS NEO XIANZHEN and my friend DOUGLAS to be there cause of somethings to pass... miss NEO also Hao yi shi ask mi Pei her take bus then i dont mind la...BUT I WASTED $1.10 OMG 1 stop only lei hahax i dont mind though :D just kidding.
ah yoyo i today quite a talker sia... better to stop le if not i will be like AH PEK TALKING GRANDFATHER STORY LE!?!?!?! OMG!!! ok tml i shall go shop 4 my working clothes AND GO DOVER LE!!! woots WORK PLACE AT BOUNA VISTA WHICH IS NEAR MY HOME!!!weeeee!!!
Labels: its just the first step of everything .
Friday, November 14, 2008
Buai sec sch, HELLO New life but now...TIRED!?!?!? ; 8:22 AM
Sobz Sobz now thinking abt leaviin the school le seriously i''m having a heart sinking feeling unlike last year sia i feel like i'm sad in leaving the school and have a sense of poly life ahead.In addition, the school today organized de celebration allows mi to see how solo i was this year but somehow i did say my god byes and Thank you to those wonderful teachers who taught mi so much things >Mrs GOH, Mrs Li, Mr Ng, Mr Chang, Ms LEE :D and more MOST IMPORTANTLY A HUG BY MRS GOH, MAKES MI MELT SIA. A mum like teacher who has taught mi for 3 years and enjoy with my previous class ad current class.THX MRS GOH.eh i also wan to add MISS LEE KAI EN also did take photos with mi and my current classmates who are like my sis sia :D thx Miss lee and The girls.
But not forgetting my friends, aka Pram, Renu, Vincent and others who i will not really contact next time. THX PPL FOR ALLOWING MI T BE IN UR LIFE, I'M DEEPLY HONORED AND FORTUNATE TO HAVE U GUYS AND LADIES AS MY FRIENDS THANKYOU:
Eventually after the settling of sch stuffs, my intensive training starts. tis time was not with my comp team but with Kevin>Coach, WeiYang>advisor, Sam>team mate, darren, leonard and chenzhou, yan ru and also sandra>kevin's baby sister :D taught mi and compliment mi abt my IMPROVEMENT IN BBALL WOOTS thx GUYS! it was all u guy's effort :D
the first part was not as tough but the next is. WENT TO NP TO HAVE MY REAL TRAINING. Oh My Tian la i was having CRAMPs all over sia, at first was okok whn playing with billy, teng da, yi peng, y quan, yan hao BUT whn things starts to get serious i had to stop le, it was really tiring but have to bear with it :)
My sec 4 class Motto with Mrs Steven : BEAR THE UNCHANGEABLE, CHANGE THE UNBEARABLE
for this i have to bear with it so after tat was training with my Comp mates, the LAST PLAYER, STAMFFORD. OMG SHIO, he is a VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY POWERFUL player lor lols heard his past beaten school Bball team with my COACH, JK sia like at i think i m the weakest of all but JK told mi, for everything i need to improve on my confidence and basic cause its what i've got and its the most impt part of everything :)
how i wish i can have mor time but, oh well, comps Later at 1230 - 330 so what has ti be done had been done le :D everything shall go the way they should be le :D Wish mi luck~
[yi quan, although i was mean with my words towards u but i still think its all 4 my own god things are this way so i apologise for my words.Still friends? ]
Labels: Moon tonight is so beautiful how i wish i was with u...
Thursday, November 13, 2008
What a slack and tiring day. . . ; 8:09 AM
*. . . . * mind is filled with the up coming COMPETITION on sat. . .early in the morning no one jio mi out to play or what OMG only 3 day of my HOLIDAY LEI!!!! WHERE ARE U GUYS? NO 1 JIO MI OUT DE ALL PANG SEH MI SIA *sobz*
but its ok i will use tis time wisely to training and reflect more on myself and the environment around mi.
even though morning and afternoon was Un-occupied my new COACH aka YiQuan(church mate) and his friend taught mi lots in BBall sia. . i didnt really think i will learn so much ytd but its tough day ytd night LOLS dont really intend to slack off cause MY BBALL IS LOUSY?!?!?! lols why dont ASIA CONFERENCE have Bowling competition?!?!? but its okie bah BBall is fun too :D though i'm really not really up to the kind of standard for competition i know i will try my best in what i m doing and today i'm having intensive training le WOOTs another day of slp and then TIRING DAY OF PRACTICE ONCE MORE *how i wish i can be a all rounder *
NO PAIN NO GAIN so i think i'm going for a tough training for this competition le nothing much can be shown if i nvr put in effort.
LOLS suddenly rmb this ad my last year de motto *^^* slowly getting back on track and stepping to a new stone.
the first step of everything is hard but now its not my first le now can call it my ADVANCE step le seh :D
stopping here 4 ENERGY BOOSTING time *aka slping * hope to see a more and delightful days ahead...nitz
[today met few frenz on court and learn some new stuffs but importantly i did DO something for a improvement]
Labels: my step of advancement *tired*
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
W00Ts" Its My First day once more O.O ; 8:59 AM
Wohuuuuuu :D Lots happened b4 my exams and its so glad to see i've been improving through my path.Gratz myself :D butz i dont really seems to be how i was LAST SUMMER :P ddint know how my life changes so quickly but yet changes are meant to hurt quite impactfully in my life :C
As a BACK TO BACK start in my blog, i would like t say i'm back on track to be myself once more. Not to forget my memories and my past life will be NEW & IMPROVED too :D glad to see myself in a new way of life now though i still thinks much of how i was previusly. Skipping away the EMO and SELF-LESS character i had last 6 months. . . what a NERD i was
as this first post i just would like to say i have much things to say yet dunnoe where to start and where i can go from @.@ but :
FIRST to say i'm sort of a Christian wanna be now=D glad i've kick ass to CITY HARVEST CHURCH,JW, to see more abt my life and listen and improve what PASTOR KONG have to say and what i can do to help mi gain back my POWER in my life and prove to ppl i'm who i wan to be :D.
Secondly, I M GLAD THIS YR I'VE NOT WASTED IN KNOWING AND HAVING FRENDS I NEVER THINK I WOULD MAKE, VINCENT, PEARLYN SIN, KENGYING, YUNRU, DALE AND MUCH MRE :D can say is the CLASS of THE YEAR 2008 WOOTS & also CLEARED the MISUNDERSTANDING with Miss Yong... long story but it sure brings back hatred :P kekex proceeding to be more hardworking. though i'm not sure whether i did or not. some more my mum just say i did *Flying le la*
4thly i'm more concentrated to know what kinda person i m and was... though no improvement in being myself, only de-proving, i acknowledge i m more KEEN TO CARE 4 MYSELF and Have the heart to speak but words just stucked b4 they come out....*sobz, how can i improve*but i'll try :D
Ok le bah enough for today le i'm currently living in Dover new house le :D wish granted from my ah ma. AH MA XIE XIE NI GEI WO DE JIA :D
opps btw i'm going back to BOWLING AND BASKETBALL !?!?!?!? baLL games again. . .*bad experience with outdoor balls*
BASKET BALL PRELIMINARY TIS SAT AND I'VE tons to learn ?!?!?!?!?
Bowling EQS STILL HAVNT FINISH GETTING ?!?!?!?!?
some1 help mi in this 2 pls. . .*look @ my cute eyes, aren't they cute?
*
Labels: weize' will try his best for things he's doing =D
Wilson.Lee