Guess i m losing it again...(if u wan to a short cu to read my blog this time pls read only some para like 1st, 2 nd 3rd and last 3 can le ) its been awhile i m always so down lately i guess its due to the same old reason but this time round i m losing the path i m walking through le...
Its not like i m doing not well in life but tis the cause of the mental treatment by i always give myself de LOLS
WHAT M I DOING????
its been sometime i have find my friends to have a chat or meet them out for lunch le but now currently all are working and unable to spend time with one another cause everyone havtheir own things to handle in life now ...
i know i maybe some nuisance to ppl and ppl tends to look upon mi in a awkward way which stats " EEE... why does this kind of guy exist" LOLs this maybe how some thinks but its what i think whn i put my shoes in someone else and look upon mi de...
I do understands sometime i may hurt feelings of others but what about others? hmm dont they think they hurt ppl as well?? hmmm let mi see PPL ARE SELFISH BUT WHY CANT THEY JUST GIVE IN A BIT AND DONT BE SO MEAN TOWARDS OTHERS
i'm not referring to anyone but just tat i have encounter this type of person... LOLS
im like being not myself today cause work made mi tired out and my energy level is decreasing day by day but i being unk into the depth of emotionless le... guess this time round not even PQ can help mi through le cause now i'm alone so have to work myself out le ...time to wake up and be independent.
today i can say i see lots of mistakes i've done for the past few days at work so tml i shall not focus too much on quantity but quality itself le.
Am i Losing it in my work or m i just having previous thoughts of past?
How i wish nth happened previously hmmm changing the past reWritting the history and CREATING a future...
its a matter of time things starts to change again so why not i just stop here and carry on my next phrase... okie le if i m able to be shut down from my social life i guess it will be soon that will happen so sorry guys....
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